Either/Or

Another reading for me. I'm sharing it as it may be helpful to another.

The pain you are feeling now is of your own doing and not what we would want for you. The joy you felt just the other day is still there with you if you but open your eyes and heart to it. This path that you walk isn't easy, but it is no more difficult than anyone else's though it certainly feels that way to you now. Your road is rich with an abundance of blessings that are always with you whether you are aware of them or not.

The loneliness you feel is related to the deep chasm you have within your own heart about what you want out of life. You want freedom and the ability to do as you please; you want another who holds your same vision in life to partner with you and cradle you through the darkness of your fears. You see these two as being either/or, one or the other, and constantly shift your being from desiring one over the other. This is where your path has become twisted and difficult for you to traverse as you cannot decide what you ultimately want.

There is no wrong or right or perfect thing other than what you choose to bring into your own world. You seek to give, give, give but have a dearth of learning when it comes to receiving. Always proud, always independent, always striving to be on your own and need no one person for no one thing. This core belief is what has caused you so much damage through your years and one that we would like to see you rid yourself of.

The heart of the majestic can only beat when it is fully rested, relaxed, and nourished. Right now, the turmoil you have brought yourself blocks your ability to love fully, to love without condition, to love even yourself. Stretch beyond the limits you have placed upon yourself and meet us as we will provide all that you need to recover from the difficulty you have caused yourself.

Tell us what you want and we will bring that to you, but be firm in your heart, mind, and soul. Know that you are ready for this next level of challenge. Have faith in yourself and know that you are fully prepared for the next steps that await you.

Beauty

The sweetness of life is available for you whenever you choose to seek it out. All you need do is assume the proper frame of mind and then this will flow unceasingly into every area of your life.

The proper frame of mind isn't anything other than opening yourself up to the beauty that exists around you every day. There is no such thing as a small miracle as all of the blessings we have poured out on this earth for you are great and can have great power in your life. The same goes with beauty; from the tiniest speck of dust to the bright sky above you, every single living thing upon your earth is filled with beauty but you must make a choice to see it.

Embracing beauty is one way to hold fast to joy and raise your vibrational levels up to meet and correspond with us fully. Beauty is not in that which has power over you; beauty seeks to align with you and build your soul up, guiding your way to a higher realm, a higher way of being. With the eyes of beauty, a heart of love can be easily tended and nurtured, growing to encompass all that falls upon its path. This is a blessing for all involved.

I charge you to find beauty wherever you walk in the world at all times of the day because it is there, sitting quietly beside you, waiting to join with you on the path to love.