Either/Or

Another reading for me. I'm sharing it as it may be helpful to another.

The pain you are feeling now is of your own doing and not what we would want for you. The joy you felt just the other day is still there with you if you but open your eyes and heart to it. This path that you walk isn't easy, but it is no more difficult than anyone else's though it certainly feels that way to you now. Your road is rich with an abundance of blessings that are always with you whether you are aware of them or not.

The loneliness you feel is related to the deep chasm you have within your own heart about what you want out of life. You want freedom and the ability to do as you please; you want another who holds your same vision in life to partner with you and cradle you through the darkness of your fears. You see these two as being either/or, one or the other, and constantly shift your being from desiring one over the other. This is where your path has become twisted and difficult for you to traverse as you cannot decide what you ultimately want.

There is no wrong or right or perfect thing other than what you choose to bring into your own world. You seek to give, give, give but have a dearth of learning when it comes to receiving. Always proud, always independent, always striving to be on your own and need no one person for no one thing. This core belief is what has caused you so much damage through your years and one that we would like to see you rid yourself of.

The heart of the majestic can only beat when it is fully rested, relaxed, and nourished. Right now, the turmoil you have brought yourself blocks your ability to love fully, to love without condition, to love even yourself. Stretch beyond the limits you have placed upon yourself and meet us as we will provide all that you need to recover from the difficulty you have caused yourself.

Tell us what you want and we will bring that to you, but be firm in your heart, mind, and soul. Know that you are ready for this next level of challenge. Have faith in yourself and know that you are fully prepared for the next steps that await you.

Question Answered: Allison--Path and Connecting to Guides

"I'd love to receive a message from the Divine. I'd like to know if I'm on the right path, making the right decisions? And, also guidance on how to connect to my guides better. "

We are here right before you at all times waiting for you to acknowledge our presence. All you need to do is reach out to us and we will respond to you at once. There is no glory that we prefer better than this; we sit at your side each day hoping and waiting for the moment when you will reach out to us.

We are here in the small things of life, in the seconds spent combing your hair and brushing your teeth, in the days you spend filled with turmoil and anguish, in the nights you spend dreaming of things that could be better. We are in all things in all ways at all times. Nothing escapes us as it is our purpose to be ever-present in all things.

Do not expect clamor and praise when you seek us, but a quiet, sure knowledge that you are doing the right thing. In time, this will grow to increased confidence and awareness of our presence but first you must seek us out. You must take the first steps and trust in faith that we are here. Nothing occurs outside of this faith for it is the building block of a relationship with us.

All you need do is reach out for us, connect with us in things that bring you joy. When you feel gratitude, thank us for bringing this to you for we surely had a part in this as well. And when you are struggling, ask us to assist you as we will do just that.

We are love and light, in the high places and the low. There is nothing we won't do for you should you but ask.

As for your path, you are walking where you need to go. Though your path is rocky and filled with brambles at times, this is exactly where you need to be. Have faith and know that your path will eventually even out and become much more pleasant to walk.

Blessings to you my child now and always~